Alone In Da Void

Written: Winter of 2000

Torn between, two worlds.

One is nothingness and pain. The other is joy and happiness.

I Stand between both of them, the light and the darkness.

This place is call the void, I am here alone.

I feel only pain and lonelyness. I have no one here with me.

I have stood in the light only twice before. The first time it was so pure, so wonderful yet where I stood was unlevel ground it was not long before I lost my footing and feel back into the void.

I still look for the light I first saw, and the happiness that I felt.

But I believe that she has moved on without me.

The second time I saw the light, it was so good. So good to feel it on my face again.

But for some reason it felt so fake. And the longer I stayed there the worse it became.

This was when I found out that I was not standing in the light but somewhere else. It was as if a creature from a far off dark place created this place. After it bared its fangs I knew for sure. I just wish I had not be so late about getting out of the mess that I had gotten into.

So I again returned to the void.

The place I have known as my home for so many years now.

I only hope that some day I will stand in the pure light again. To be warm, and safe from the creatures that I now know are out here, out here with me.

Untill the day she comes for me, here I stand Alone In Da Void.